I no longer have the energy for meaningless friendships, forced interactions or unnecessary conversations. If we don’t vibrate on the same frequency there’s just no reason for us to waste our time. I’d rather have no one and wait for substance than to not feel someone and fake it.
“The most frightening sound in the world is your own heart beating. No one likes to talk about that, but it is true. In the midst of deep fear, it’s a secret beast pounding a giant fist on some inner door, demanding to get in.”
— Jonathan Carroll
My fingers are arguing over which,
One of them gets to climb down your wrist,
Introduce themselves to your fist.
I try to make sense of this,
Cause my lips are starting to make a list,
Of all of the things that they seem to have missed,
Before the day that they met yours.
“I’m self-sufficient. I spend a lot of time on my own and I shut off quite easily. When I communicate, I communicate 900 per cent, then I shut off, which scares people sometimes.”
I used to just want to be something to someone. Now I am everything to someone who is everything to me. My life will never be the same, and I could never be more grateful.